Sure, I know we all go through transitional deals, where the things we once cared about are no longer important, where our ideals and values change. This is something a bit more than that. This is more along the lines of "I really could give no damns, no shits, and precisely no fucks whether I ever hear from you again. The only tie we have at all is a matter of either sentimentality from a lifetime ago and we have nothing in common now except we breathe air, or we're related by blood or marriage and that apparently means precisely dick to you despite my trying." I'm sick of feeling like all of that... Do I really need people in my life, or on a friends list that have nothing more to do with me than liking a fucking post? I have more emotional attachment to my pocket lint than I do with most of my family for crying out loud.
I need to find some way to make peace with this, without second-guessing myself, feeling like I'm the one being judgmental, regardless of what other people do or what their actions make me feel. I need to stop guilting myself for feeling anger or resentment, because I should be allowed to have those feelings, experience them in their entirety, and reach a resolution on how to deal with the shit. I don't feel like this is a time where I need to take the more "enlightened" path, and just simply let it go. That's not dealing with shit, that's just brushing it under the rug. I guess the problem really is me.
**EDIT** Found something that'll make things alot better with FB... a little addon called FB Purity. There's a ton of settings to fiddle with, but for the mostpart, it looks like it'll go a long way towards making it so that I can somewhat enjoy my facebook time again. The rest of the issues is just a matter of learning to set boundaries of what I will and won't accept into my world, and sticking to that.